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Now What?

by Tilia Americana

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1.
How Low 03:58
Hey boy You think you want a choice? Maybe a little change of view? Something to tell you who are you? Well, then Slide with me to Wonderland But first an answer please from you You want the red pill or the blue? Oh, this one could get you high This one could take you low How high or low you think it goes? You’ll never know unless you try. Hey, now Don’t get to thinking much ‘bout how This chance means giving up control You ready? Let’s go test your soul. Oh, this one could get you high This one could take you low How high or low you think it goes? You’ll never know unless you try. Oh, this one could take you up into the sky Or throw you right down to the ground Yeah spin your head around Come on, you know you want to try Ahhh, give it a try
2.
I wait till the sun goes down for you to come home to me baby Your sweet loving touch well I can’t get enough and I want me some more But as the sky grows dark it hits me with a warning straight to my heart I made all these plans around one man, now I’m sitting here alone …And you might not be coming home What the hell happened to you, baby? Come on, give me the truth, honey. Cause I been waiting for you, lover, And I don’t like feeling the fool. See I talk so sure but deep inside I’m so insecure, babe Your love it’s fine I know you’re mine I can see it in your eyes But when you’re away these crazy stories play out in my mind And every hour we're apart is damn, wasted time …And of course there’s also my pride What the hell happened to you, baby? Come on, give me the truth, honey. Cause I been waiting for you, lover, And I don’t like feeling the fool, darlin’ I waited all night for you Are you out there somewhere Lying? Broken? Bleeding? Maybe you’re just thinking Or you’re drinking Are you entertaining second thoughts about us? I’m still waiting here the sun’s gone down won’t you come home to me, Oh that sweet loving touch well I love it so much and I can’t get enough. The sky is dark and still that warning, warning, warning in my heart I got no other plans just to love my man, please don’t leave me alone.
3.
We Are 04:03
We are All I can say is yes We are You and me we know There’s no easy defining, and there’s also no denying We are We know We can’t explain it but We know No simple answers ‘bout if this thing gonna grow, or how far this thing will go but We know I don’t think that words exist in the lexicon of man No scheme of classifying anyone will understand So without a definition we will follow this simple plan: To do, to be, to know…to love We love All I know today is We love I’m sure hoping it will stay but We got no promises to prove, and there’s no one but us to answer to so We love Oh we love Oh we love And we are, and we know, and we love And we love, and we are, and we know And we know, and we are, and we love We are
4.
The world’s gonna end today Maybe not for me Maybe not for you But the world’s gonna end today Somebody’s just not gonna make it through Yeah their world’s gonna end And there’s not one thing we can do Someone’s gonna lose It’s all going down It’s all going wrong Someone’s gonna lose Finally lose that fight they’ve been fighting for so long And they’re gonna lose That’s just the world’s oldest news Someone’s gonna slip Someone’s gonna fall Over the edge, lose their grasp on it all Things are gonna end Things are gonna change So much they might not even recognize their own name Someone’s gonna break Oh they’re gonna cry They’re gonna want to lay down and die But they won’t They will go on Someone’s gonna win Pick up their ruined world Get back up and start again Yeah someone’s gonna win Sometimes the world has to end, before life can begin And they’re gonna win Godspeed to them Godspeed to them
5.
Dreams 04:24
Phantasus calls for me I close my eyes to sleep Behind the veil a dream What am I telling me? The sky is made of sand Dry grains of green and brown It pours between the clouds And fills your open, waiting mouth Morpheus calls for me I close my eyes to sleep Behind the veil a dream What am I telling me? I seek among the crowd Your face on every man Father, son, and lover same What are you to me, explain? Phobetor calls for me I close my eyes to sleep A nightmare or a dream? What am I telling me? You play along the branch The tree, a thousand feet Your steps no fear to tread Your fall as silent as my dread …Box with broken seal unhinges Shining Aleph warps the fringes Silver sphere its edge bows out and Shatters sending Oneroi out All that has or ever will be Has transplanted my heart for me Tosses bombs into the driveways War-torn scene, suburban byways Hypnos beds with Pasithea Opens my inner eye to see a Landscape I never dared imagine Sweat-twisted skin, hallucination Erebus and Nyx’s offspring, Black-winged sons of night’s sun hidden Earth and water, rock and wood Bugs and serpents, crawl from childhood I am screaming…screaming at you All my nightmares Are coming true
6.
We were together once before, you and I. Fundamental threads entangled In the Ever before time. The universe took form Matter, time, and physics born, And with them space to separate us. Nothing unraveling into all creation. But underneath it all, some theory kept us bound as one. We drifted long apart Tempered in the fires of a thousand stars. Then drawn together through the heavens vast, Added our gravity to Earth’s at last, Cast on and off in evolution’s endless circle dance. Now I caress your skin, Feel the heat of our coupled spins, And know the soul that dwells within your dust. Oh I’d forever hold you near, But it’s not for us to linger here. A fleeting moment and our stuff grows restless, Obeys the call of entropy relentless, We hold no power over laws that lent us this time. But, I will not fear that end I know we will meet again No space or time exists that can keep us apart And when Infinity Circles round for you and me Folds back down to singularity... We’ll be together once again, you and I.
7.
You just sitting there feeling so smug, well It sure come easy for you to judge You say it good and quick I know you will You see your chance, you move right in for the kill You never ever take your mama’s advice, she said, “Don’t say a thing if you can’t say it nice.” You show no mercy and no care for another Well that’s your right, but let me tell you brother, When mistakes are made you're quick to the tongue, but when the Stakes are raised you've lost more than won What will you do when around it comes? Where will you be when the day is done? You say you’re being straight just speaking your mind, well The simple truth is that you’re being unkind Keep crushing spirits, sending good folks to hell You keep it up you gonna be by yourself When mistakes are made you're quick to the tongue, but when the Stakes are raised you've lost more than won What will you do when around it comes? Where will you be when the day is done? Think before you speak Oh how it hurts Why make them bleed? You can say your truth And still speak kind You ask me why? Cause all that poison kills the killer too I'll tell you something sure I tell it true You keep this nasty up the way you do You’ll have no friends and have no lovers too, you'll have no one left to criticize but you. When mistakes are made you're quick to the tongue, but when the Stakes are raised you've lost more than won What will you do when around it comes? Where will you be when the day is done? Where will you be when the day is done? Tell me, where you’ll be when the day is done?
8.
Well my mind is far away, my dear. But make no mistake, my body’s right here. You want me to be yours and only yours, Is that what you want, are you really sure? Because, my darling, you’ll have some work to do. My heart's fixed on someone, and baby it ain’t you. So I ask you, can you make me want to come ‘Round to you? Can you make me forget him? Darling, Kiss his name right off my lips. Make me forget him, I want to tremble... ...‘neath your fingertips Drown me in your eyes, make me realize I don't want him, I only want you. I can see it in your smoldering glance What’s on your mind ain’t exactly romance. Are you jealous? I can’t say you shouldn’t be. You’ll just have to break his power over me. Can you make me forget him? Darling, Kiss his name right off my lips. Make me forget him, I want to tremble... ...‘neath your fingertips Drown me in your eyes, make me realize I don't want him, I only want you. Drown me in your eyes, make me melt inside. ‘Cause I need you... To make me forget him.
9.
You think you know me but you don’t. You think I’ll behave but I won’t. Behind this smiling mask of good girl, There lies a sleeping bitch who’s ready for her turn. Don’t hang around here any longer. This storm is only growing stronger. I’m like a dark and wild tornado, Awful and beautiful with no plans but to blow. I’m gonna ruin everything. I’m changing rules to keep you guessing. First I’m denying, next confessing. The dam is broken and the river won’t stop rushing, I want it all or I want nothing. Can you race this car before it smashes? Can you catch this wave before it crashes? You think you’re good, but just remember, The phoenix can’t rise without some embers…and ashes. I’m gonna ruin everything Maybe what I mean is, I’m crying out for help, I’m feeling all confused; need you to save me from myself, Or maybe I’m a player and a liar, do you think you can tell? I’m gonna ruin everything I’ll give you one last little warning Then it’s up to you to dodge a burning. Don’t let me take you down with me, ‘cause What happens next even the Devil can’t foresee. I’m gonna ruin everything I’m gonna ruin everything
10.
I am burning out I am breaking down Can you still see, The living, breathing woman-girl who wrote the fairy tale of me? And now, how she, Fears the chapters of the crone, turns her pages reluctantly? A maiden goddess traded life for death and true love’s kiss. Amalthea longing for the salt and foam abyss. As their beauty faded did they wish for more than this? Inside, I feel, Blue stains creeping through my veins, slowly freezing me to stone. Time thieves, time steals, Rolling me beneath its weight, pressing me to pulp and bone. As the wheel comes to its rest, what will be left of me? A parchment doll, with dry paper heart too flat to beat? The stories of all my dreams come true, in ink too faded to read? I want to shine forever. I want to love forever. I want to feel forever. But there is no such thing as forever. I am drying up I am wearing thin Fold this dry paper heart, Keep it safe next to yours. Don’t let it blow away. Don’t let me blow away.

credits

released September 29, 2017

all songs written and arranged by
jeannie and andy
(ascap)

produced by
taylor sims and mark venezia

recorded, engineered, and mixed by mark venezia and jesse zimmerman wind over the earth
longmont

mastered by
jim wilson mastering
longmont

players
andy and jeannie
kalin capra
michelle huster
tony saccomano

guest musicians
taylor sims, mark venezia, jim wilson, katherine smith, niki mariskanish, luke tredinnick

album design
tilia americana

band & performance photos
nikki a rae photography
alan damkoehler photography

astrophotography
NGC6960 "Western Veil Nebula”
jarrod smith

line drawings
natalie wehrwein

all other photos and artwork
tilia americana

the reverend baritone electric guitar used in end of the world was generously provided by
wildwood guitars, louisville, colorado

published by
bad but pretty music (ascap)

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